KEJAM

in poetry •  11 months ago

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Untuk apa dan atas asbab yang bagaimana?
perlu aku memberi laluan
demi kemustahilan cinta
sedangkan kautahu
takkan sesekali aku mengetuk gencar
pintu kota larangan
biarpun kausemaikan
seluruh keabadian rindumu terhadapku

Perlukah?
kaupetik dengan nama mungkar dan kufur perjanjian sumpahmu yang terdahulu
usah sengaja membuka ketertutupan hatiku yang terkunci beku
kurelakan diri menjadi bisu
walaupun aku sedar
kebersendirian dalam persunyian ini
yang dilimpahi getir hidup seusia hayat
merupakan lembah terasing yang lebih aman
berbanding dari mencuba sedaya asa
mendapatkan kebahagiaan
tiada punya restu
daripada Sang Penguasa di puncak langit

Pengharapanmu kepadaku
takkan kusambut di mercu singgahsana cinta
pengembaraan fikir akalmu
terhadap imaginasi kebersamaan kita
hanya akan memerangkap
ke suatu lembah yang paling hina
apa yang diciptakan
terbentuk dari dusta semata-mata
kemuliaan sepasang genggam tangan kekasih pasti akan berakhir
dengan penyesalan tidak bernoktah

Maka biarkan
semuanya berlalu menjadi simfoni
bersenandung dalam keterlukaan ini
bergumam sunyi....

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