FALSE STRENGHT

Others see it as strenght from you
it's a distraction for you
from your own very misery
though they see it as a level of bravery

You hardly ever see a kindred spirit
so you take to a imaginary spirit
in hopes that it meant the same
as talking to something humane

Your real friend is yourself, no one else
none could understand, more or less
you're so full of wisdom, it seems
but your heart is full of your own seams

It numbs hopefully every invoiced affliction
it is a temporary but sweet healing
for the time you cant handle those feelings
it's better to keep quite and be invincible

people always say that you should cry
it's liberating and soothing, they imply
you know when you cry, you'll break
the lack of tears is a tower you make
in the guise of strenght, you're falling apart
alone you walk on that lonely part

by Kim Ean-yi