I Am Just Steemiting To Get My Mind Off Things and Keep My Sanity Intact

Sometimes thinking deeply or worrying into something can make us lose our minds. There are cases where it happened to some people that I knew. There was one time that this happened on a mother of a groom that on his wedding day the bride didn't appear to their wedding. I thought that it only happens in movies but this time it was in real life. Weddings here in my country is a big deal because it doesn't happen everyday. There are many preparations and there are lots of food and often prepared by the families besides the catering service.

So after all that trouble, preparations, planning, phone calls to friends and relatives come the wedding day and the bride somewhat ran away. This just is not only too much to bear for the groom but unto his mother which took it mentally. Maybe she got so embarrassed and lost sleep and went crazy as in no more hope for going back into her own frame of mind. This lady was the wife of my father's cousin.

I do not know why such people could get so affected so easily with such life traumas as I call it. In other way around in my own life case, why I am still not get crazy with this kind of unbearable problem that I got. I don't think that I am that so strong that I can still hold my composure but I am holding. Probably that I am so used to being like this that this had become normal for me and that any ease in life is just like a winning lottery ticket to me now which is good luck for me if I can get a relief in life.

I might believe that the hardships that I already and continuing to experience in life made my mental faculties hardened enough that it made me more numb to somewhat for me a very trivial events in life. I am not saying that do not get affected, but to lose my mind over something I think won't happen unless I didn't go to sleep for three day maybe.

Now that I have discovered steemit and I have a lot of problems. I might as well go steemiting and take my mind off things. This I think is a kind of therapy for me so I can exercise my mind too and let me think and then forget my problem that will otherwise make a person crazy if they were to carry my payload of medical problems.