Hi @amariespeaks. My sister has just such gorgeous red hair as you! Sorry to hear you face similar problems, it's frustrating as hell to work so much for so little. But as I said in my reply to @beeyou I'm beginning to have fun here and want to lighten up a little. Things really get to me though, so it's a rollercoaster - ups and downs all the way! I suppose it's good to be passionate about stuff ... great to meet you!