I agree, Relationships have a big impact. Divorce is expensive!
Thank you for sharing your exeriences! you've had a crazy life and I hope you will share it on Steemit! :) I hope you are rewarded generously for it too!

I agree that cheese is unhealthy and society need to work towards sourcing our food properly! I personally buy only grass fed butter currently and I'm working towards changing other products I use over. I actually don't eat cheese often for the same reason lol! Although I love the flavor, So sometimes I'll "treat" myself to one of those small blocks you see at the store.

I hope you get better :( What you are going through sounds awful!