Yeah. I don't need that much cheering up anymore or someone saying to me that they like what I've done even if it's something really awful. But that would have been a good thing to hear when I was young. Or perhaps even when I did good, it would have been nice for someone to say that I was awesome. I usually never had that. With few, rare exceptions. But after a while I just did what I did and was my own cheerer or critic. And that's a good thing to learn too, but I think it requires mentally a lot to continue on your path. Alone.

Irksome sounds like a nice word. No matter what it means. It has a lovely irkish sound to it. I'd like to use that in all my comments. Irksome.

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