RE: Triggered interaction and the generation of value
I tend to be a very "angry" person, as in I am rude and crude.
Do you enjoy being the angry part? out of curiosity.
Again out of curiosity, how is it possible to be indifferent and also be seething below the surface? I do understand both points, just not simultaneously. the anger/seething means affected, although perhaps that is your natural state :D but I would say that if it is, that is the effect of something in the past, not the way a person was born. Perhaps some people are born angry?
It is interesting to investigate our actions, reactions and general demeanor, but I guess the goal of life is to find a way that works for you/me, and that might diverge significantly.
Because I tend to already expect everything is shit, how can I be triggered
from rock bottom, there is only up.
I tend to say that I am either angry or I am normal and anger keeps me from sad, I am aware of it but I don't ponder it as it is just how I have taught myself to be. It is a choice. I also understand that to remove sad you need to remove joy, I think anger and indifference replace those two. It may sound very robotic and even extreme which it is not, I am just very aware that anger is my goto. It is how I don't deal with things in a way.
You know how when you are speaking to someone utterly infuriating and you are trying to at least have them acknowledge your point but they keep doing whatever it is? So you resign yourself to calmly just keep the discussion going and you find that actually no matter how taboo it gets that it does not phase you? You are not offended or triggered by the topic and with that you can keep the discussion going with indifference to how you feel about the topic, but what you are controlling is being angry at how they are acting so you are avoiding going ad hominem on their asses... It makes sense in my head lol, how I can be indifferent and yet have rage.
True a lot of how I am and how I still try to actively model myself is to do with upbringing, so nurture over nature I would say.
Yip, there is only up.
Oh, you were at my family dinner tonight ;D
Yes, I know what you mean, because I have always been a proponent of playing the devil's advocate, so thick and callused skin gets developed. I don't get angry, I am more indifferent at these times and have learned to avoid the ad hominem attack relatively well early on, as if it is with people who are "sensitive" but one must see again, it is hard to ever come back from. People carry open wound baggage for years.
We all have our quirks, fortunately.
haha I was fortunate enough to only have dinner with my cats. Definitely agree you describe it perfectly. !tip 2
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