Thank you @smylie2005 for your kind warm words. I'm really grateful that there are people around like you who are always caring and on the look out for others.

She did taught me a lot of what not-to-be's XD
She's one part of my life which is still dark, and I'm trying to making it brighter each time I see her when I go back to my hometown. Progress is rather slow, but at least I'm trying to make it better. Sometimes, less communication is better for the 2 of us.