Why do we go back to a place we left? I don’t know, I just know I did. When my values always said never go back.
I now know it was a mistake, and why I had never done it before. If it don’t work the first time, then why do we think it will work the second time round?
Me being me has never totally cut off from a relationship. I have always felt a connection to the person I have been intimate with. Maybe that’s why I have always stayed kinda friends with them.
I find it hard to disconnect with the people I have shared a bed with. Even when I know the relationship had ended.
I know it sounds weird, but we where so close at some point. And spoke about everything.
An ex has just found out he has cancer. I’m supporting him through his treatment.
I’ve been to another ex’s wedding, after he cheated on me. I would never go back with them, because I always knew you have to keep going forward not back. !
Oh how confused am I at this time?