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in #lift8 years ago

I parked my car in front of the shop.

Just parked.

A bald man in a monk's costume: amitabha, amitabha.

It doesn't work.

In the end, he insisted that we both had the fate to give me the beads he had in his hand, which he had been wearing for seven or eight years.

It looks really oily.

I took it and put it on: thank you!

I closed the door and got ready to go.

He took me by the hand.

I said, what?

He said, this time come out, is for guizhou impoverished mountainous area children raise money, you see?

I said, help me with this.

He said, if you have plenty of money, you can express it.

I asked, do you have a qr code? Let me sweep.

'I don't understand that,' he said.

I said, what about it? I have no money with you, or I will pay you back.

And he said, no, no, no, you're the one who got you.

I returned the beads to him, and then I said in a low voice: before, we were together.

He gave a bitter smile.

Motioning with his hand.

There was some awkwardness, and then the two of us talked at the store, and I smelled him and the smell of smoke.

I said, where is home?

He said, kaifeng.

I asked, have you been a monk before?

He said, my brother four, my eldest brother, the elder brother is a monk.

I ask, is it true monk?

And he said, yes.

I said that now the monks in the temples, mostly from henan.

Suddenly his face tightened: what happened to henan?

I said, with the famine, many people have no way out, to go out of the house, in the temple dedicated to practice, and later became the great monk, this is the real thing.

Then, after a little chat, he said it was better not to do it, because there were fewer and fewer people, and on average, there were three or five hundred, but there were risks, such as being beaten and caught.

On leaving, I brought him a bottle of water.

He?

Too amateur, though dressed like a monk, but the body has an earthy, should be a tiller of the ground in the home, don't have to look at something else, see how the teeth, and dealing with I will fall in the wind, is almost a hollow man in front of me.

I have met a master, a real master.

That year, my daughter-in-law and I went to hangzhou to open a house, just as the yushu earthquake.

At breakfast, in the corner of the restaurant sits a monk, you want to think, this is the five-star hotel, the monk lives here, still let a person think a lot of, also be the monk with a head and face at least?

Out of curiosity, we sat down.

A chat.

He is the prison of XX temple, come to attend the blessing of lingyin temple, pray for disaster area.

They sell nothing.

Also about Buddhism.

It's a good talk.

It's a bunch of beads, but I didn't sell it. I asked for it. I mean, you must know the monk, you have your baby, have they ever had light? I buy a.

He didn't sell it. He gave me one.

It is also small leaf rosewood, also is worn, oily.

I give money, I don't want it.

Say nothing.

The more don't, I feel sorry, pushed around, insist on his bag, has been to leave hangzhou, I didn't think he is a liar, no flaw, because everything is he gave me left a phone number, and his name, interpretation of XX.

Come back, talk to friends, I know XX temple of the prison.

As a result, I searched the Internet for his name and found that it was connected with the hoax, which was a set of lines.

Cell phone no.

Associated with aura, sacred aura about place, although I not faith in Christ, but you entered European church, immediately feel like a spring breeze, the grand is beyond the imagination of our normal, a dove pattern on the window, looks just like real pigeons, actually? The pigeon is 1.5m long.

The five-star hotel gave him a hold.

Ask a guy who likes to be a girl, and the same girl, you take her to hanting and the five star hotel, and her performance is very different.

Monk, are you serious?

It's like someone asked me yesterday: do you meet retail investors who don't have any money?

The answer is yes, yes!

Are associated with practice, both play the monk, monk, also have a serious practice, if the fake opening the monk said is true, his eldest brother, second brother is family, so his family is very Buddha edge, a similar situation a lot, a a, edge is family Buddha.

The same is true for retail investors, both Chinese chives and spiritual practitioners.
Are there retail investors who make money?

Yes, and quite a few, but by no means are those who often share the account, those who can only be called epiphyllum.

Have you slept with a resident?

Also have, this I also met, it is female readers to come and talk to say, she is a buddhist people, with a monk walked so close, the monk many female fans, even with female fans in the temple, she is not charge this and there are women, but jealous, mean good with her at the same time, just like others, she can't accept this, the monk especially like self-time, is full of light, she also showed it to me, more than 10, and looked at the photo I sigh, I'm not the smallest.

This woman wrote a post, I also searched a moment ago, can be found, you can search, more than I described these crazy many.

The definition of this woman is that her mouth is not tight.

The most annoying thing for men is this kind of woman, the mouth is not tight, is the bomb.

Their way of doing things is: either you are mine, or I will stink you!

I agree with the cow elder brother, from the group, the religious piety is higher than the monks, which is why?

It is the active letter and initiative.

The monk?

A lot of it is passive, as a profession.

They were first and foremost men, then men, and then a monk. I once asked zhao defa a question, what is the relationship between Buddha nature and human nature?

Miss zhao said that Buddha nature is to dehumanize.

In 2011, I drove all the way south, met a woman, very beautiful, how to describe? Is she sitting in the co-pilot, I drive all special happiness, always feel that there is a pursuit of happiness, scholarly family, graduated from famous universities, and sea turtles, has a decent job, a decent to what extent? There is a baidu encyclopedia, the heat is very high, kind of similar to today's mimeng's role, but she is in the traditional media, the face of the kind.

Why did she get on my car?

I don't know why, maybe I'm so cute?

The woman is too good, the man is afraid to seduce, inferiority, she said a word to me: when you discover, the people around you are in love with you and not like you, you are sad.

She is divorced, older than me, always calling my brother.

Too many men around her.

And then, he converted.

She met men are more elegant and not too much, and she's the person gives a person the feeling is very cold, asing if is out-of-touch, taboo is also many, this also not line, that also not line, so the man dare not easily to provoke her, afraid to fall out, she has a big miss properties.

Me?

It doesn't matter, it's just trying to hook up with you, you can hook up, you can hook up.

She told me that she had no sexual desire, and when she thought of it, she felt that she had made a mistake, and that the converts could not think of these things, and they were all dirty.

I don't care, titillating every day.

A few days later.

She sent me the QQ message, which was sent at night: I was confused by your thoughts.

I thought it was a hint.

Hurrying to the door, still liu hulan, sitting there.

However, I can feel the change in her heart, is to sway in the left and right, think, do not want, do not, she also actively pull my hand, instead I am not natural, feel very nervous.

She went from my car in Shanghai to xiamen, and our relationship was closer. She agreed to open the standard room, which is the two beds in the room, one for each.

Is the difference between ordinary people and stars mainly dressed up?

This understanding is superficial.

Dress difference is big, take off clothes the difference is bigger, the skin of the family is tight, it is the result of regular exercise, and the bath also is very exquisite, the whole body is wiped a big treasure.

She seemed to take me in, walking around in her underwear, and her figure was perfect.

Sex.

'do you think my private life should be messy?' she asked.

I say at least a lot of men.

'a lot,' she says.

I said, nobody wants to sleep with you?

She said, "this is my sad place, only want to love me, do not want to sleep my.

I said, they're embarrassed to say.

She said, maybe.

'I said,' I'm glad to say.

'but I'm afraid of pain,' she says.

I said, you're almost 40 years old, and you're a little girl.

She said, I had a man, my husband, he loves me, but I've never enjoyed, every time very ache, do I want two or three days to recover, walking, I fear of this particular special we both no contradiction, if it weren't for me in this way, he will not cheat.

In the middle of the night, there was progress.

But I saw that she was hideous and fearful, as if she had stabbed her with a knife.

Come on.

She has a mental problem, not a physical one.

You should be stimulated by your childhood.

In shenzhen, we parted, and after she left, she sent me a message: you should not flirt with me, because you are making a wedding dress for someone else, and I will accept them if I move my mind.

The week she was with me, I was totally spoiled, she was a vegetarian, but I took her to the island, where there was nothing but seafood, and she ate it.

She didn't drink, I took her to the bar, she drank faintly, she also learned to say rude words, I asked her: do you know how JACK handled ROSE? It taught her to swear.
Later, for these, she also felt guilty for a long time, said to be a shame to the Buddha, and to repent, said all this just don't want to make me unhappy.

I advised her to practice in the world of mortals, the so-called world of mortals are not necessarily in a mess, love is also a spiritual, family is practice, practice, it is in life not necessarily to convert is practice, on the contrary, some narrow.

She is avoiding reality and is superstitious.

Later, we didn't have a big intersection, after all, it was the people of the two worlds, and maybe, as she said, she was taken into another world by me.

Similar superstitious, I also met a, is also a woman, 30 s, also burn incense worshipping Buddha, but not particularly religious, also eat meat, such as, for example, came to our here, want me to take her to the temple, she is just curious, the monastery is really Fried chicken shop?

So he is.

It takes two hours to fry the chicken, so let's go climb the mountain.

The girls are funny, it's kind of a little dirty, I'm on the way, she's behind me, she sends me a WeChat: dong, your ass is really up, you want to slap it.

She's too active, I'm not interested, because I have the feeling of being soaked.

The point is, I'll be on my guard. Do you have a purpose?

Suddenly someone good to me, and is beyond the normal return, I will be classified as sensitive crowd, yesterday it happened one thing makes me very surprise, about in 2013, I have written a local be used car friend, the friend also go back, there are many readers with him.

I didn't care about that either.

Yesterday, a reader contacted me, saying that he bought a car and gave him a deposit of 40,000 yuan, which was not followed. Then he couldn't get in contact with him. The phone was blocked and asked if I could help him.

I also looked at the receipt, which was in October 2013.

The readers followed him for more than half a month, it is, I don't know these things, and now suddenly find me, I'm so embarrassed, as though you hurt someone, that the reader is in guangxi, he want to buy a car is no formalities, civilization is mortgage car, speaks frankly is black car.

Where's my embarrassment?

I casually mentioned in the article a person, TO the readers, is likely TO be an angel, is likely TO be the devil, has nothing TO do with the inner goodness is not good, MAO pain selling books, for example, has sold 10000 yuan of 100 volumes, each month TO a book, take the TO sign, 100 a month is how many years?

However, the bottom pain is not in the circle, so will these buyers blame me?

The reason is: still not because trust you!

Therefore, I repeated and repeated a word: I have no friends!

He is a very kind person, but he is out of the circle of books. It is difficult TO get 100 books TO sign. What is the concept of "TO sign"? It is the writer who writes your name in particular, for example, to understand that the teacher is correct.

It is not the heart, but the difficulty.

Why do I move from these circles to badminton and motorbike, because the ball friends, the car friends and I have no intersection, it is safe for me.

But I need to be careful when I come a thousand miles away.

Whether it is a gift or a giver, it is not to be taken lightly, but to be caught.

The friend to sell cars, I also didn't contacted for many years, I don't know what he's doing, if these things I don't know, what matter all have no, if I knew, even help to do something, I'm in trouble, he'll think I'm stealing his money, he will get my, is the true figure.

These people's understanding of the reader is different from my understanding of the readers. They believe that the readers are out of the field, and they lie to them. What else can they do? Besides, it's not cheating, isn't it? Either you Sue me.

My advice to the guy in guangxi is: get a lawyer and Sue.

If we eat and drink together, I might say that it works, but when it comes to money, no one is going to make it.

Besides, it's really between you two, you've met, and you've been playing together for half a month, and you have your own judgment, right?

The guy in guangxi is also angry with me, which means you took the share? Are they complicit?

All right.

These wonderful things, every day at my side, I have written a sentence before, if not for the powder, who would reply so earnestly? At least in the time of QQ space, the reply is good, one day to take an eight or eight hundred people no problem, often reply to those people, casually send a talk to have thousands of people thumb up.

It's much better now. It's the WeChat public. Nobody knows anyone.

These things, I should not be tube theoretically, because I am a one-man, annoyed the other people, even kill me, these three hundred million and fifty thousand is less, the nt? I can't say anything, you sign the agreement you fulfill, even if you find me, I can do nothing, if I say a word more, I really tell people, will do me. Don't understand? !

So, read the article, just look at it, and don't idolize anyone.

Including me, not necessarily reliable.

You have to think, when I gambled away all my possessions, who adored me, who was the victim of iron, because I would make up all kinds of reasons to borrow money from you, who would lend me?

Who worships me, who will lend me.

I was sitting on the plane with XX, holding my hand and saying, look, you are down, I feel terrible, dong, you need money, you tell me, don't carry it yourself.

She really hurts me.

Three years ago, jia yu-ting asked you: sell you an internal stock, do you buy?

Don't say you, the fund company also beat the head!

Go back to the mountain.

The sisters were quite direct, the standard northern sister, saying that she felt...

I say, this is the buddhist holy land, besides you are still a person, I am here para, I will short life.

But I always thought she was a little raw.

Is the joke too crude, like a GAY like yellow joke generally, afraid to expose their was GAY, is playing very color, but color is not smooth, while dancing, but a see be hollow, no emotion, the sisters also gave me the feeling that I'm thinking, if my article gave her the wrong signal, that is the only way to communicate with understand understand?

I have also written that no matter what age, no matter what the environment, people like conservative, loyal women, this basic value will not change.

I asked, what are your dreams?

'my dream when I was young was to teach in Tibet,' she says.

I asked, have you ever been to Tibet?
She said, no.

I said, people have a habit, like sanctified themselves, for example, go to the temple for a few days, as a step on their own thoughts, to be a teacher in Tibet as if rose to the soul level.

'no,' she said. 'I just think people are too comfortable now. We can eat and drink, and we should think about children who don't have enough to eat.'

I said, fine.

She asked. Didn't you think about it?

I said, I never thought of it that way. I think rich is a practice, and poverty is also a practice, respecting the life path of everyone, including everyone's birth environment and the way of education.

But, she says, everyone thinks that, isn't this society too selfish?

I said, you to jack ma, the height, will naturally want to these, I think people can have a heart, can also participate in public welfare, occasionally if left home to do a full-time volunteer, I feel a little point.

'people don't feel grateful now,' she says.

I say, yes, the rich are not as grateful as the poor, you give the beggar a steel jump, he will say thank you, you give the rich 10 yuan, he does not bird you.

She ate very little together.

I said, you seem to have something on your mind.

She asked, is there a taboo to chat with you?

I said, in theory, no.

She asked, what is the most bizarre story you've ever heard?

I say, no, no, only more.

She asked, would you be distracted by all this?

I said, "no, I'm a very selfish person, and I know the difference between other people's business and mine."

She said, I need your help.

I say, you say.

She said, "my husband died of spermia. Have you heard of it?"

I said, I know.

She says it was caused by a fever as a child.

I said, to look at the sperm death rate, the higher the death rate, the more difficult it is to treat, in fact, it's a little bit more common to understand that, well, just think about other channels.

She said the doctor's advice was in vitro fertilization, and my husband was Fried.

And I said, what's the solution?

'my mother-in-law's advice is to borrow from my family,' she says.

I said, I have encountered several similar, the mother-in-law is similar advice, either is the brother-in-law, or is the cousin.

'my husband can't take it,' she says.

I asked, can you accept dink?

She said, no.

And I said, what's the strategy now?

She said she found an old Chinese doctor and he was working on it.

I said, I should have called a friend, and he treated himself as a uremia, and he was waiting in line to change his kidney. He could not cure this thing, but he drank it out.

She said, seeing him drink so many traditional Chinese medicine every day, I also heartache, from 140 jin drink to become 180 jin, see bloated. (two bowls of Chinese medicine a day)

I said, you shouldn't be superstitious.

'I don't believe it,' she said. 'but I can't say anything,' he said. 'he was very aggressive with the treatment, and the more I did it, the worse I felt.'

I say, there is a doctor in Qingdao, treat male sterility is especially fierce, but ask a couple to go to cure together, go several times can get pregnant, special spirit.

She asked, can you give me the contact information?

I said I should be in Qingdao prison now. (can be baidu)

'my husband is a little shaken,' she says. 'it means you can borrow it, but you can't borrow someone you know.'

I said, this kind of thing, you can find a net friend, but can't find me, because I look too special, my son in the school, as long as see will know that my son is my son, so amazing, my son often ask yourself: in front of a mirror why am I so ugly?

She said she was afraid she couldn't find the high quality.

I said, this also depends on fate, I can't help, really can't help.

She asked. Is there a lot of it now?

I said, a lot, the proportion of infertility is getting higher and higher.

She asked. Do you believe in life?

I say, life and death are life, riches in the sky, not false at all, but there is another: man.

'I don't know what to do,' she says.

I said, there is a sentence, I don't know whether to say, if you are one of your own people, my advice is a divorce recombination, don't go to the trouble, how easy it is to conceive naturally.

'I love him,' she said. 'if I get divorced from him, no one will marry him.'

I said, you think more.

'my parents persuaded me to leave,' she says.

So I said, the life, the key steps, wrong is wrong, right is right, marriage is a woman's second reborn, if really big men, these things really doesn't matter, small mind's eye, he tortured himself every day, children more lovely he more miserable, because that is not their own, man and nature, is tried, I've written a snow leopard theme, snow leopard, why less and less? A deteriorating relationship with the natural environment, there is another reason, is a small leopard is follow mother grew up together, but mom oestrus every year once, is unable to control his a rut, the male leopard would come to her, the male leopard has a characteristic, as long as find small leopard is not their own, will kill the cubs immediately.

She said, now I just want a child, see other people's children can't go any farther, I give you money, you help to find a, high quality, rest assured, and later don't have any hand, best don't contact for a lifetime.

I said, I can't help it.
She and her husband are at home to practice, is actually to seek son, watching also let a person love dearly, she sighed, age is more and more big, afford to wait, even the husband has cured, she is not.

That's life.

Either you change.

Either you accept it.

What ethical, moral, and on with no problem, don't call, "white deer" xiaoyi's wife, two people get married for many years did not have children, Mr Cold suggestion is to show mountain temple fair and borrow another man.

This is not a "monad". It is said that a woman in ancient times had no children for many years, so she boarded the lishan mountain alone one afternoon and came to the old lady's house to beg for her son. It was impossible to go down at night, and had to lay a sheet on the hill for the night. Over time, in the three days of the 1st, 12th and 13th lunar month, a large number of local people would go up to the mountain for the night, and the local people would call it "the order".

Keep talking about borrowing money.

On Friday, I copied the hang seng electronics and went off Monday, earning two points.

On Monday, I copied it again, and went away on Tuesday, earning two points.

My circle of friends live every morning and night, I buy what stock I buy, what stock I sell...

Some people say I'm too risky.

I didn't explain, I actually have their own logic, tencent as rose more than 2% on Monday, in theory, will be making are interconnected in buying, because the net is the settlement, equal to I know in advance the card, is almost white picking up money thing, I received some chips is first, and then press on the sale, so the price rise will not come, I'll buy slowly, if don't have to sell a single pressure, prices will rise soon.

So, I am definitely making a profit, at least one point, but this opportunity, which is about 20 times a year, does not believe that I am going to count historical data.

I also called everybody to buy, you may not trust my judgment very much.

To do so, however, seems to be not compliance, securities companies make a phone call last week warned me, said I in order to buy and sell at the same time, the alleged from buying from selling, but the amount is not big, just verbal warnings, I explained, also I fry is not to make money, is to hone their own mind, I can't see you I always do some convulsions? This week I had to buy two drop stop, are all in the fall stops and deliberately into, one is the PuZhi network, one is tianma stake, to buy a lot of continuous drop stop I wanted to know is what feeling.

On Tuesday, I sold the stock, and if the money came out, I could only take it out on Wednesday, and it didn't make any sense on Wednesday, because sangu said that there would be a million loans on Wednesday, so I didn't need my money.

And, the money is not mine, is revolving loan, the publishing industry has a characteristic, have three months to half a year's billing cycle, can not sell the books I could go back, how much we sell settlement, so that I could press a lot of payment for goods, the money I can't lend three gu, lend her can not save her, but I must die, because at the end of the year, the settlement period.

How did the money come out?

Because the bookstore, for example, some books, discount is high, and I at once to more, one to a few thousand copies, so low discount, very low very low, I again with the same discount wholesale to the bookstore, but require cash settlement, is not equal to I make the money with the white?

I'm a coward, what do you do?

Sell at a loss.

Just like the farm in my sister's side, the feed is paid for by jingdong financial, like jingdong white bar, but people don't give cash, how can we get the money out?

When the feed is pulled over, it will be disposed of at a lower price, but in cash.

Turn it around.

It's because it's so smart that I need to step in to fill the hole. Why is there more money? Because there is too much finance now.

I told the three girls that even if I could borrow some, it would be after Wednesday.

She said Wednesday would be fine.

Then I got hair in my heart, which means that she said that one million loans were fake, otherwise I would not be staring at me, and in a short day, the family called me, especially in a hurry.

This is a time when everyone can be seen as a lifesaver.

That day, I met a friend who lend me 80000 yuan to buy a house, met still talking and laughing, but I also is I have no money, because he was doing a small business, is constantly loans, who is a good man, also very diligent, is that there is no money, the money back to my hopes are slim, I just think, my dad just few thousand a month pension, also happy, always feel oneself is the rich, in fact, I with throw, also don't know how many a few thousand, is I commit iniquity.

Everyone has a voice inside: never borrow money.

I say that to myself, but people are in rivers and lakes. Can you really say that? My sister sought me, you say I can say no? I know there is no return, I also want to give.

Business loses money, continue to invest affirmation continue to lose.

Generally, there is no sense of stop loss. Instead, it will expand and change careers.

I always feel the financial crisis is getting closer and closer, really!

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