I have been little busy, little depressed, little disheartened. Thank you for your support, it means a lot to me. Yes I am from Turkey, but spent most of my life abroad (in the US). I love the fact I am from Turkey, but I really do dislike the idea of any nation. Nations, and nationalism is just another way of keeping us under the control of the certain groups. We were supposed to be done with the kings, and all that but we are not. It sickens me in many ways that people are not awake to these facts. I might say that I learned whole bunch by being in the US as a Turkish person. Maybe I learned too much!! I am in constant arguments with both Americans and Turks, and whomever else who doesn't see that we are just being used and abused by the systems of our governance and education. Since patriot act, I have been bottling up and shutting up. Now that I am out of the USA I feel freer to talk, but actually I am in a much stricter environment. I am not really afraid of a lot of things that can happen to me, but what I am afraid of is actually being labeled too fast... not being listened due to it, and etc etc... anyhow, I hope I will write soon. Thanks for replying to my post, and lighting a candle under my seat :P I should be writing more often.