Wow. You are the exact version of me😔 I agree 200% with everything you just said. Man it's hard. And I did the extra mile for all of the ones who left me too. This is the evidence that life is not always fair. The kind ones like us get stepped on and used and abused. I said two but my boyfriend is mainly the only one there. I used to think I was the only one out there with no friends but to know that you are in the same position, makes me feel a bit better. I don't believe friendships are essential to live a happy life. Sure it helps when someone is there for you, but I mean maybe I'm just so on my guards from having been stabbed in the back and let down. Thanks a lot for sharing this. I was having a tough time and your comment made me feel less alone 💙 Hang in there you have a lovely soul. @gyro