Thanks so much for the open comment Kayleigh. It's great to not feel alone in these difficulties. It sounds like you do have a journey of healing ahead of you but it also seems like you're on the right path. I'm thinking of starting meditating daily. I've never done it before but I've often wanted to try. I was reading on steemit today how effective it can be. I'm hoping this will strengthen my belief in myself and my ability to land on my feet. Best wishes to you. Id like to hear more ao following you too 😆