I know how you feel. thank for sharing.. there are several situations you mention that I lived thru as well. Unsure if you have read or follow my blog but I have a project I'm trying to get funded so I can continue exploring this darkness we hide in... Watch the video below, follow and share with others as well if you like.. Thanks for sharing this with teh community, I know how hard and embarrassing you might feel in the beginning but opening up like this.. is a huge step
Episode 1 - Awareness