Bloggers block....
Hi steemit world...I want to start blogging ...I'm frustrated..I have many stories regarding being abused and also growing up in an abusive home . It's no wonder I unknowingly sought out this trait in a spouse and so that anybody else going through it can see and feel that they are not alone.. And also see that there is a light at the end of the tunnel and maybe get out sooner by learning from my experiences and mistakes.
- picture from google search *
Also I want blog about cooking . I love to cook it's always been a passion of mine. In all the years that I was in this abusive relationship. .food became my drug of choice...needless to say I weigh way too much ..I was thin my entire life till about 10 years ago ..each year getting bigger.
Now I am pre diabetic. ..and almost 44 years old..I am starting a lifestyle change tomorrow. I am going to eat 80 % plant based foods and 20 % salmon and maybe chicken. So I would like to post recipes unhealthy delicious recipes..that I tweak to make healthier still full of great goodness and taste. And I would like to as much as it will embarrass me post my progress. .showing all of me not just my face..lol and compare pics..to show weight loss ..just journal my journey for support. ..or constructive criticism. And also giving courage to anybody who is still waiting to start ...as I waited far to long.
*The two pictures above are me before
*And the picture below is me last year at Chucky Cheese for my nieces birthday ..the day I deciding no more body shots :(
- how embarrassing
I feel like I'm ready to blog about things I know and can possibly help others as well..maybe some travel posts too :) But as I am currently in the process of moving ..I find myself tired and frustrated with bloggers block. Please have patience ...I'm excited to write and have alot to share ...stay tuned my fellow steemians :) :)
Goodnight :) :)
One post at a time. Talking about yourself and your history could be very intimidating. Think about it this way, being able to put it out to the world to a bunch of people who you may not ever met could help you to release all of the pent-up stress and anxiety you've had with these situations. Sometimes its easier to talk to strangers than to people you know that you know you'll see again. The first step is the most important step and its usually the hardest to take. I dont even know you and in some ways I feel a bit proud of you because I know what its like to grow up around violence and to experience things you should never have to experience. This is a courageous act Kay. Upvoted and Resteemed.
Deep Breath .... Thank You very very much for all the support and encouragement you have shown me !! @jetiknight :) :)
You're welcome.
:) :)
I would love to see and read about everything that you have to share. :)
Well I hope you will read...I mean it's personal to me Iand I feel strongly about the issues
.I hope I don't offend anybody or bore them...I've had a pretty crappy life...I mean I don't sit around dwelling on it lol..but the abuse started from a young age then in relationships as an adult ..suicide attempts ..severe panic disorder ...gaining lots of weight. ..becoming a doormat ..low self esteem...lol I could be a series of lifetime movies..but sharing would be like therapy for me and maybe help someone else...we will see :) :) Kayleigh
I would love to read. and you aren't alone. I do dwell on a lot though.. :( Here is the video that has helped me. and sending you the love , dear.
Thank you so very much...we can both share our stories...I really want to see the video but my data has lasted longer than I thought ..it's about to go I will be back in 5 days and it will still be here for me to watch thank you for you kind thoughts. .. words and love :) :) Kayleigh
And of course I'm following you :)
Hi! nice to read your post, Upvote and follow me! thanks!
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Dont be embarrassed
Just ignore people with negative thoughts at the end of the day your action matter the most
Thank you @hauntedbrain...I appreciate that and agree :) :) following :)
It is nice that you are putting so much efforts in your posts. Keep it up.
Thank you @cryptocraze. .that means alot :) :)
No need to force it. If you do the content might be lacking and you'll just dig yourself into a deeper hole
Thank you ..that's why I am taking it slow and allowing time for my move to be completed. ..I just wanted people to know that I am here to stay and I have to say ..... :) :)
Eliminate the negatives and accentuate the positive.
Absolutely ....thank you @myroadtours :) :)
travel blogging is a great option ... any way good luck
Thank you :) :)