Thank you for your kind words. I recently picked up 'The Meditations of Marcus Aureluis' and I can't even tell how powerful that paradigm shift has been in my life. I appreciate your sentiment about my struggle ending but i now realize it is because we struggle that life is beautiful. It by far is not a cure or fix all but if I stub my toe I may cuss in that instance but than I reflect and realize that it is my own fault and thus I can prevent any future toe stabbings.