Ah Eric, you are such a beautiful man, I felt your heart from the first moment we spoke. I know you would be here for me. I did mostly just want to let people know where I was at, and I'll update. But I truly do believe once it's not up in the air I'll be able to start wrapping my head around it, and I'll talk more about him and my mom.. yeah.
I am sorry to hear you went through it. But I can see that you are like me, most often the cup is half full :)
One day those hugs will be in the flesh and not the cyber world, a big squeezy bear hug ;)