I understand what you mean my friend. But life shows us paths every minute and we have to make a decision. I can honestly tell you from my experience that there is not a way where we can have everything at the same time. There will always be seasons that we have to devote more time to something that is shown to us. I did this in all the seasons of my life because this is the only way I found today to be free and do whatever I want with my time and that is what I wish for all of you. But as the old saying goes. No pain no gain! And believe me, I'm not just talking about money. Regards