When I was thoughtless

My parents used to said to me that I am thoughtless because they care me so much. Probably that was right. When I was students at middle school and high school I used to think that the welfare policy for low income groups should be disappear.

When I was students I was not a first group always because of the welfare policy. Most of students in my schools who are in priority welfare group was low-income groups. Due to them I always don't have priority. So I dislike them. Some of their parents turn overed their companies just the reason they don't want to work. They do it often. And that made me think that why my parents should work and why pay money for them.

Because of that I said to my parents that you don't need to work and if this situation continued we should stop welfare policy. My parents said that is a really thoughtless words and you shouldn't say on that way. At that time I couldn't understand that and I was just angry but now I can understand that.

I saw the many cases that really need welfare policy. And that made me grow and thinking on the right way. Still now I can't understand and even I don't want to understand the people who use the weakness point of the policy for their advantage but I can understand why we need the welfare policy. Even though I need to grow more but I feel that I grew when I found out that my thinking is changed.