Welcome to Steemit! :c)

I really don't see anything wrong with being 'easy-going'. /:c) Its a personal thing and different people will set different priorities.

Its not a lack of ambition - you have set the bar pretty high for your writing - and it will be very interesting to see snippets of your works go up on this medium. Just keep in mind that since this is a block-chain-based website - once posted something cannot ever be erased. :c) Just in case that affects what kind of stuff you feel comfortable putting up.

Oh and your "weird thoughts" are welcome for as far as I'm concerned. Keep the above in mind here also. :cP

Since you're new here, a quick read through this post may prove helpful.