RE: Does perfectionism tempt you to bury your gifts?
ah, how many dances I've had with perfectionism...
though oddly, reading this provided a reflection I didn't expect - clueing in to how far I've come in that regards, and how little of an issue it has been lately, compared to how I used to be. thankful for this to help me see that.
It wasn't a short and easy path, by any means. I really did used to be held strongly in the perfectionist grip.
Looking back, I think Steemit actually played a significant role in the growth. When I started a year ago, much of my writing, I spent much time on crafting diligently, going back to edit, concerning myself if it was good enough, etc, etc. Yet, the more I wrote, the faster it came out - until the point I just sat down, let the words fly out, until it was ready to hit the publish button - no turning back and rereading, no edits, no second-guessing... just letting it fly through me as it came.
Keep up your writing. Of course, there's always room for improvement. But this - and the other comment you made on my recent post - stand out. I'm certain you have much more great content to come - and as you keep at it, the more the perfectionism and emotional rides will loosen their grip... :-)
Thank you so much for your encouragement @rok-sivante - It means a lot to me, in writing, on being spontaneous, on let loose and let our thoughts run, on the path of spirtual evolution, on finding a sense of belonging on steemit...
Thank you so much for sharing your personal experience. Yes, you're right. The path to authenticity is very personal, long and not at all comfortable at times. I will keep working on it, document it, share it so one day I could look back and celebrate our journey of growth in the prilgrimage. I will show how you i've wrestled perfectionism- looking at the devil in the eye, and then to have an open dialogue with HIM...
Having said that, I'm truly thankful for your empathy towards the newbie - a failling perfectionist, who truely desire nothing but love and acceptance at heart.