Thank you so much for your encouragement @rok-sivante - It means a lot to me, in writing, on being spontaneous, on let loose and let our thoughts run, on the path of spirtual evolution, on finding a sense of belonging on steemit...

Thank you so much for sharing your personal experience. Yes, ​ you're right. The path to authenticity is very personal, long and not at all comfortable​ at times. I will keep working on it, document it, share it so one day I could look back and celebrate our journey of growth in the prilgrimage. I will show how you i've wrestled​ perfectionism- looking at the devil in the eye, and then to have an open dialogue with HIM...

Having said that, I'm truly thankful for your empathy towards the newbie - a failling perfectionist, who truely desire nothing but love and acceptance at heart.