The Diary game|| 04/10/2024/ A Lousy Day

Some days are just bad and trust me, there is no way you can do anything about it.

When we woke up yesterday morning, we had two things to do. I am not referring to the online work because I had finished that by 8 am.

Then, after getting free from the daily routine and having breakfast, we reached the hospital, where my wife was to have a checkup.

I think we make some plans as soon as we wake up in the morning, but we don't get as much done as we want. Or we make some mistakes.

Or unexpected things always happen to me, and some unnecessary things get added to our list. Or maybe the weather is not good, but it was nothing like that yesterday except that it was Friday and I didn't want to go out. We already have terrible traffic, and other drivers on the road behave in a very annoying way.

Or maybe all of these things combine to create absurdity. Yesterday the sky was clear and the sun was shining, and it is going to be the same for the rest of this week.

But you know some days are lousy, and I had one yesterday. As a result, everything I did was crap. And by the end of the day, I was feeling anxious. And I thought the rest of my week was going to be like that too.

I won't bore you with the details, except to say that none of it was that big, important, or that bad. So on our way back from the doctor's, we stopped at a park, where we spent about 2 hours. Well, there is an entry fee for this park and a parking fee, so I wanted to take full advantage of the money I spent

  
I took a lot of pictures on my phone. You know I lost my camera last week. I asked my wife to make a video of herself for a contest, and she made a lot of mistakes in doing it and was beating herself up about it.

Now, to be clear, nobody can do anything flawlessly, but my wife has very high standards in any work she does. So she took her mistake very seriously.

Although I think it was not all her fault because I did not want to make a video that would look childish for my age, the number of marks I scored made me a little sad. We are eating out these days, so today also we ate at a restaurant.

We returned around 2 pm, and I started preparing the post. I uploaded the videos, prepared the content, and slept for a while.

I uploaded the post at 6 pm, and when the moderation result came, it was like a failure to maintain my internal zeal, although it probably did not mean much to me.

My advice to myself is always the same, if something goes wrong, forget it and let it go. I have no shame in admitting that I made a mistake, and that is why yesterday's result did not turn out as per my plan.

And as soon as I saw the result, I understood where I made the mistake. Sometimes it happens that we miss our opportunities in an attempt to be more practical or, to be frank, more honest. I knew I could do better than this.

Well, I don't believe in complaining because, whether it is good or bad, the story of our day does not always turn out as planned in our minds, in fact, no matter how hard we try, it rarely happens in reality.

When this happens, we have a choice. We try to make it right or stroke the person's ego a little. That's what I did.

We do see bad days, but we can't let bad days become a part of our lives, so I ended this story on a happy note.

So I experienced a lot of funny incidents yesterday, which happens to all of us. Things happen for whom, not for the one who has a different expectation from you. At this point, I think I should also not have a useless expectation from someone.

So many random things happen that are out of our control. This evening, I got a message on Discord that a user was dissatisfied with his result. People do things that are right according to their own story, but not by our standards.

But things add up. Then, as fate would have it, in the evening I ran into my teammate who was also having a bad time, at least on the front of our assignment.

Okay, I was advising my teammate to be more generous to others, and I was not only advising him but I was also advising myself, and I did the same.

Let me tell you that the biggest thing with me is that when it is time for me to sleep, I realize that I have achieved much less than my plan for today. And I plan for the next day for some time, and finally, after having a good night's sleep, the next day again starts with a new story.

New day, new chapter—this is my story of 04/10/2024