Pain 😞

Hello everyone in the dance and music community today i will be writing a very heart touching article about pain

Firstly, my name is Goodnews Nianta I am the owner of @goodnews11 but I decided to write this article out here

Let’s begin..
The story begins with me falling in love with a girl that I never know her intention towards me, I have been in lovers with her for a very long time but I can’t tell her because of am a little bit afraid not that am afraid of talking to her but am afraid of NO because I really love and I don’t want a NO to my request.
I told my best friend about it and we decided to try our best to tell her, after a very long time of trying our best to talk to her in a good intention, I decided to send my friend to go and tell her that I want to be her friend and pretend as if I don’t know, so he did and she say OKAY. He told me everything and I was so excited that finally I can now tell her how I feel by first being her friend.
The next day, I prepared to go and tell her myself I went there and told her but things were not the way I thought it would be. Her response towards my intention to be a friend was not right..
below i will sharing a very detailed words said that day

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I said with a little bit of courage “hey favor” and she walk boldly in a way that put away my little courage and I said “I...I like to be your friend and I want us to be friend so what do you have to say about” in a cool and tiny voice and she said “I have nothing to say” in A very bold way, I was so shock inside me because I wasn’t expecting that because she already said Okay when my friend told her but what am seeing is what am Afraid of, immediately fear came and my legs start to vibrate in fear and I said “I want to be your friend what do you have to say about it?” And she repeated it saying “ I have nothing to say” she noticed the fear in my legs and I said “you am afraid to talk to you and if you say you have nothing to say it will make me feel somehow” I said with a little bit of courage and she keep repeating same words, I have a lot of things to say but with her response I don’t think I can continue with the rest and with pain in my chest i cant believe for a minute if this really true and I said am sorry after a minute of waiting for her to attend to her customers she was like am not in a Good mood all because Me 😔

This article is not meaningful but for me
it hurts when am really in love with a person I can’t be with
It hurts when she say she has nothing to say
It hurts when everything you think is the opposite of your positive thoughts

😭😭😭😭😭

She is really the Girl I love and am just push away so easily
The pain am feeling is causing depression
And depression is making me go crazy
Little poor guy is feeling pain
Sir @donatello
What should I do?
I have some options

1 : go back to her and confess to her that I truely loves her while am broke
2: make money and go back to her
3 : just forget about her
If your opinion is not listed there you can still tell me in the comment section

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