Dear @peachyladiva, that’s why I decided it’s time to share my story. It’s a very difficult illness but you can live with that... and jeah it’s very important to have people around you... unfortunately I’m still scared to be alone because, I don’t know when the attack will happen but with support from my family and friends it’s so much more easy to accept this disease... I hope this man you described it’s alright... I know how you feel but now it’s not important what you have done in the past, now is important what will you do in the future... and your awareness make you a good person and that’s important now ! I wish u all the best 🦋❤️