You are a warrior :)
All the proves in this life can be solved with the power of the mind ;)
If you wanna read (an old motivational post & very short that I wrote in spanish but later I translate into english) its about my life and the hard life that I had, here its the link:
https://steemit.com/english/@nahupuku/i-will-tell-you-my-story-of-why-i-decided-to-training-into-a-gym

Blessings ;)