My Experience with Organized Gangstalking and Being a Tartgeted Individual

I want to tell you my story of being a targeted individual here in America. It all started years ago when I listened to a radio program about the history of communism. In the program, the broadcaster reported that throughout history--idealists (about 10% of the population) are killed first. First they were ostracized from the community through mixed signals and gangstalking... effectively isolating the victims, then they were killed in secret.

Through a personality test I found out my mbti personality type is infp: "the idealist." There are 4 in the idealist category but out of the 4 Infp's nickname is also labeled as such.

Then about 2 1/2 years ago I had just given birth to my 5th child. I was spending a lot of time on Pinterest and I was pinning various pins including pins about my personality type and being a bit of an anti-communism activist as I was discovering who I was. I also felt useless and wanted a place in this world. Making the connection in my mind I was in a non-confrontational way hoping and wishing to be saved from a bleak future, sharing my heart and reaching up and out to who knows where through my pins. An out of place cursor showed up where one writes their description for their pins. One pin was a shit-hits-the-fan article. I wrote, "When the shit hits the fan" in the description with a big, out of place cursor there (in addition to the regular cursor). I wanted to be saved and I subconsciously knew someone was on the other end but I didn't trust my intuition at the time and kept going and kept pinning. (My Dad told me later it was remote desktop hacking.)

Immediately afterwards I started being straight up GANG-STALKED!! I opened up my laptop the next morning and with a bunch of other code my screen it said "Grrr...growl...boo...scared." I went outside with my kids and someone stepped out into the road a block and a half down and stared at me with his binoculars. He had an associate who started coming toward me and I went back into the house...I was so scared. I called my husband at work and he thought I lost my mind. That night was when the first song on Pandora radio was hacked. Heavy scratchy noises over the song, "Wolf at the Door" by Radiohead. After that my music was hacked for many months. I deleted Facebook and Pinterest out of fear and thus became more isolated. Random people that I didn't know would drive past my house with their fist up, or their fingers pointed in the air in the shape of a gun, once someone slowed down and made a cutting motion across her neck. Sometimes staring me down, sometimes laughing, sometimes being nice and waving. I called the sherrif and told him I was getting mixed threatening signals from random people and he said he was getting multiple calls like that. He took my info but nothing was done...what can they do really? That and other examples of gang stalkers led my husband and mother in law to be convinced that I had postpartum psychosis. They had a block in their mind and wouldn't even entertain the idea that it was really happening. They were more concerned with me, and would say, "If it is really happening, who cares, just ignore them." (Now, a couple years later, my husband believes me). For months I would be waking up and as I started stirring out of bed, without fail, a loud truck would drive past my house, and we live in a quiet neighborhood. It didn't matter if it was 3 am or 7 am. I had NO privacy. Every device was hacked into. Once YouTube started itself on my TV, which was turned OFF. Even the closed captioning on the TV was hacked. One time my kids were watching a cartoon with the closed captioning on and the words, "Bubbles, wherever you go" looked as if someone scribbled over the words with a pencil. Granted I had a nervous breakdown over this but it really happened.

As a result of my fear and over thinking I became almost catatonic and my husband and mother in law took me to the ER and from there I went to the mental institution. I stayed there for almost a month and while I was there I was the only person at the end of the hall in one wing. One day two maintenance guys were talking to each other and one remarked to another, "She just found out she's going to be gang-banged and now she's really scared." I told the psychiatrist and they investigated it and he ended up being fired. At that point, I didn't have any idea on what was going on and was baffled that what I did garnered such a heavy response.

Sometimes it still happens, but they've backed off quite a bit, and over time I've become immune to it mostly, although there was a time I almost killed myself because of it all...

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When I got out I tried to secure my laptops with my dad who is a software engineer who used to work for an antivirus software company, and both of the laptop's hard drives were destroyed when we tried. Another time an aquaintence came by out of the blue. She looked spooked and she said, "My husband works in construction, and a lots been happening, and I'm wondering if you found a church yet?" That in and of itself may not seem that strange to you, but she stopped by just to tell me that. Didn't even come in the house. A lot of the gangstalkers drove construction trucks too. Once someone in a construction truck with a logo spun a gun on his finger while he drove past and I was in my yard. Others looked like drugged out degenerates. Others looked official like government or military. I think I was targeted by multiple groups. I would go to the lake and park trying to get the courage to confront someone because every time I went there at least one other vehicle would come and park in the parking lot as well and just sit there too, or a vehicle would circle in and then out of the parking lot. EVERY TIME I WENT THERE. It's usually not a busy place so it was no coincidence, yet I never confronted them because I was afraid of looking like a crazy person. (Which maybe I'm doing a good job of right now lol)

My husband thought I might have some kind of encephalitis. I ended up getting an MRI and CAT scan on my brain and it all came back normal of course.

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I want to say that there are bigger things happening than most people realize, AND IT'S REAL!!! This put a huge strain on my life and has caused many problems. If you look through my posts and comments, you will see I am not a whack job. Believe me, I have nothing to gain from telling you this, in fact it's hard to be vulnerable like this but I want to spread awareness.

Here is an in depth article about gangstalking if you want to learn more.
https://gangstalkingismurder.wordpress.com/how-widespread-is-gang-stalking/

If anyone reading this is experiencing or has experienced gangstalking, there is support out there. Be smart, learn to defend yourself, and just know you're stronger than you think.

Thank you for reading.

Much love, snowpea ❤😘🙂
EDIT: More reasons it was because of my online activity-- I shared this pin when I made a new account: ...and the next time I went outside someone saluted me.
I shared this pin directed at them: ...and 2 minutes later someone screeched their tires through the intersection. I haven't heard anyone do that for months, but when I shared the pin, I don't know, a year and a half ago now, it happened. My name is also snowpea on Pinterest and currently I can not edit my description at the top. I used to be able to but while I was playing around with different things I could say to warn people, the option to edit it has disappeared. If you have Pinterest tell me if you can edit the description of yourself. I'm wondering if it's a glitch for everyone or if I've been censored...