Sorry for the tears, but I am on a mission.. and writing these letters (this was only the first) is part of the mission to reach my goal. It wasn't easy getting to the point turning al the negative feelings into a positive one, but I learned that this is the easiest way for me to cope with it. And there can still be tears, or even a waterfall of tears if needed, but I must nog stay in that vibe, but grab myself together. Stay focused, and write :) Write write write, so that there is enough written to confirm their gut feeling later when they are big enough to be confrontated with this material. Thanks for your strength and love!