Definately the last scentence, that is exactly what I am trying to do since I started writing in English. I have to plan to go the the European court of human rights, several people hearing parts of the story adviced this. But first I need to have a complete story to go to that court, in English as I am Dutch.. And I need to find a good lawyer that will be helpfull instead of the one in Holland that had no clue to handle this complicated case.. There needs to be an experienced lawyer when the time is right. We are not yet at that point.. I read several stories of you, as you know.. and it is sad to read what youve been through, but good to read you tey to turn things into positive.. You are an example to me, as I also try to do so, sometimes I just can't and it will take a few days before I can go on again, but Ive noticed that I can switch these painful emotions much quicker than a year ago. Things need to get done, to start the process of getting them back and Rome wasnt build in a day either ;)