Will reply later. Preparing to visit my mother in Carinthia...

Back again... Now, after reading all, also all comments so far, I can only say I feel with you. There are some differences in our life stories but a lot of it is very close. It will take me some more time to learn about you, but I see you sitting with your mom and the TV show... It is so unreal, so far from your needs and though, it‘s reality.
Me, too, I never wanted to bring heavy vibes into the world, and I do my best to spread good vibes. But there are days like in prison and I try to ignore it and there is no way to run away. But knowing that sadness (just like other negative emotions) is unhealthy I do all I can to get out of it.
Family relationships are one of the best training programs that we chose to grow. I had very hard and bitter lectures and learned to accept („it is as it is...“).
My mother and my elder son are very similar with their character and almost born on the same day in sagittarius. What I could not solve with my mother, is here again, to be experienced the other way round.
I am worried for you, however, as any permanent care is very energy consuming and you would need some days off or with other, uplifting humans... The word burnout may be wrong, but it‘s just... Our life should be balanced. We need fun, joy, time to relax. I truly wish that you find ways to care for yourself and be cautious. Maybe you can delegate some matters if your burden gets too much. I am learning... and the Steemit community is very helpful, in many ways. Hugs! 💐😀💐