How do I Get Out Of An Emotional Hole? (A story of an emotional girl)

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We, all human beings are kind of fool because of our emotions. But without emotion we are not human infact we are nothing. Humans have feelings, emotions, power of express their emotions and they can control their mind and brain that's why humans are the best creation of entire world.

“Your emotions are the slaves to your thoughts, and you are the slave to your emotions.”
― Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat Pray Love: One Woman's Search for Everything

We all go through bad or good times, I can't deny that, but it's really important to stay positive and control your emotions. Sometimes it's necessary to control yourself otherwise you will be lost or looser. When we feel good , we are able to do any kind of tasks whether it is hard or easy but when we feel poor or miserable we are unable to do anything, infact my cases are almost similar like this.

My emotions killed me several times:

Should I write down my stories??? May be I should write some small stories about me. To be honest English is not my native language and I learnt this language from school. So , I know I am not good at English and I know I make lots of grammatical mistakes. So at some point I realize that because of my accent or this mistake lots of people think I am not capable of writing a post or I don't have skill. So, sometimes I felt miserable, bad whenever I saw good articles with huge support and I was frustrated. To be honest, their native language may be English or they practice that all the time, may be everyday life. But poor me, I can't do anything except leaving a deep breath thinking I am worst. But after some day I realized what I am doing, why should I care what other people doing, I must have something which I am capable of, I shouldn't stop my writing, why should I?? This is just because my post is not attractive or may be I am not getting support?? That time, I decided I should continue my journey, I am not a looser..

“I don't want to be at the mercy of my emotions. I want to use them, to enjoy them, and to dominate them.”
― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray

You know what, I am too much arrogant , egoistic girl because I suffered so much in my life for having emotions. I have cut my hand several times, I took several sleeping pills for depression, I tried to commit suicide, can you believe that?? Girls like me never think that, like really?? Well, we all go through different complicated situations, relationship problems which we can't handle that time but we learn from that and make ourselves strong. We always say or describe to stay positive because we want to control ourselves to become weak but sometimes we failed specially I failed.





Is that mean I can't control myself, am I weak or looser?? No...I am a human and I have anger, jealousy, heart, frustrations, happiness just like others and I won't deny that. But day by day I am becoming more mature to keep myself positive because I have a goal which I have to achieve in my life...

I have a destiny and I have to go long way..

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I am @priyanarc..... An architect, a dreamer and a passionate writer who loves to write about life.I try to present my own perspective and experiences. Please leave your feedback and criticism because it's the only way i can know and reach your mind and thought easily...

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