You're absolutely right, you should do what you feel is right in your heart and not listen to other people's opinions (well, listen and make up your own mind). That's terrible that you have these issues. I had no idea that topical steroids could do that. But please do look into GNM, because even though your issues have been caused by the medication, in GNM it is explained that it was actually caused by something else as a response. This seems very true if you look at the fact that not everyone has these kinds of responses. You have it, and some others maybe as well, but not all people who've used it. Usually issues with the skin come from a feeling of feeling dirty this can be literal (like having been soiled by dirt, feces etc.) or non literal: a dirty situation in life, like having been insulted or bullied... The trick with GNM is to find the reason, accept that this is what it was and then move on. In my experience, the issue will dissolve rather quickly (sometimes days, sometimes a bit longer).I plan to start writing about German New Medicine here too, because not a lot is known about it yet, and there are a few misconceptions and lies out there about it. I have done the studying as well as case studies and seen with my own eyes that it all added up! As for my son, yes he is an intelligent and wise little being. All my kids are blessings to me (4) but with him I look at him daily and think I am the luckiest person in the world to have him after I already had three amazing kids. He brightens up all our lives here, the kids adore him (and he knows it hehe). He's my wild child, the one that has never and will never (unless he chooses to) set foot in a school and he is already teaching me more than I teach him! He thinks about everything. Besides meat, he also had us think about eating vegetables. We were learning about plants and planting some seeds and I explained that plants were living things too. He then asked if they wouldn't feel pain if we cut and eat them. This reminded me of (some) Buddhists who apologise to their vegetables before they cut it and thank it for nourishing their bodies. I have always loved that and have done it for a while. Then forgot. He reminded me so I explained it to him. Now he apologizes to and thanks the food with me when I prepare it :) I think that is truly where the 'saying grace' comes from in the Christian faith. Being grateful for what we have and that our food (even plants) give their life so we can live (and even that is not 100% sure, as I personally know a woman who lives only on water...) It is nice to connect with you and I am looking forward to read more about your journey. I hope your health issues will disappear soon! (maybe detoxing with zeolite could help? It's one of the best...cilantro as well)