Happiness comes to those that seek. That look at what is around them. You can see decay or 4 walls that help keep you warm. You can want a huge house with all that would entail. Nothing wrong with that, until you stop living because you don't have it all.

Perfectionism comes in all shapes and forms. Many will not try something because they know they will be bad at it. Then again, if it brings you joy who really cares if you are? How many closet painters are really out there?

If not for trying and the Steem community folding me up in acceptance, I would still be very lonely and depressed. Here in this ecosystem, that we Steemians have made, is the best nucleus you can ever be in for trying new things.

Show your journey in a post. Don't be afraid to ask for help. The Steem blockchain is filled with people willing to help if you are honest and not trying to scam.

I am far from perfect in so many ways but God I'm having fun learning so much along the way with the freedom to let my creative side finally be free.

Thank you @Steemit for letting me be me.