I should have tried harder
I have always struggled with my thoughts. Never knew what to do with my life. Always settled for above average thinking that's the best I could do. It is hard when you see your friends doing far better than you and you realize that you could have and should have done better.
It has been months since I am fooling myself. I wouldn't say I'm loser. I've done far better with resources I've had access to. But past few months have not been great. Got in an accident, broke my foot. Laid on bed for two months. No work, no salary. Lost significant sum of my savings on bills, rent and gym. Laptop broke. Gave it to a repair guy who lost my hard disk with all my data.
Got back to work a months ago and Yesterday a friend told me he got job in a big company with salary x3. And here I'm still trying to sort out my life bit by bit.
you sound just like me im going to say friend.wejust have to keep going.i could tell you my story but it wont help you.the truth is your not alone and some day it will all make sense.please be strong
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