Living on the streets sometimes you cant help but ask others for money. Every day is struggle, most of the time just trying to get food in your stomach. Luckily, at least I have a car to live in, but even then there are major costs involved in keeping the car active. Living in Canada the winters are harsh and it can get down to minus 50. Nevertheless, to all those people who have endured homelessness, have you ever begged for money and spent it on crypto instead of food or its originally intended purpose ?
I am truly going through some trying times and I am doing some deep soul searching. With that being said, I do not know if my love for crypto has come to a climax or if there are others out there that are as in to crypto as I am. Healthy or not, I just hope that one day that crypto can get me off the streets. For some reason, when I am sober, I seem to come and spend a lot of time on steem and furthermore on crypto. I guess it takes my mind off of wanting to get high. Deep down I know I will never be able to get a job if I cant pass a piss-test, so smoking weed right now is out of the question, I guess it is one addiction or the other. The last time I went nuts on crypto and lost everything I was sober. Then I went back to smoking weed and I was able to turn it all off. Now its all coming flooding back to me.
Please let me know what you think.