I’m not sure what to think of you, or your situation, but you seem to be pretty pathetic. I don’t mean that maliciously, I just mean that I’m thankful that I am not in your position. We are all at odds with the world that surrounds us. Some of us sum up the odds and succeed, and some of us just fade away and die. I hope that you succeed. If you were anywhere near me, I’d give you a job, and pay you 10 bucks an hour to be the person that you are I believe that others would do the same. It’s up to you. You are the master of your Fate. What will it be???