Ok, good that you answered. I feel already better because @karenmckersie talked to me and now you. I went to the Kruispost. They only take out teeth for free and told me that there is only one place where it is cheap called ACTA. I have almost no power to go there. Money for TRAM everything and the fear that it will be unfruitful. Could you call there I have no money on the phone. http://www.acta.nl/en/
Will check the insurance now.

I am just fucked. Low executive functions and don't know anymore what to do first. Low money. We could be a place here where we actively help people like me to rent a little soup kitchen and promote STEEM at the same time but there is no spirit for that which I find sad. With the delegate thing I mean that liondani once offered me to manage a delegate and I also paid for registration. Then I didn't get enough votes. Was called martin-38ptswarrior-raum
And bitshares didn't succeed. But we all did our part. Me in advertising to thousands of people (I got 50000 Brownie Points from @dan but that's not the same as having an income from a delegate/witness. So we all did our best and what I don't like is that many made so much money with STEEM and it would be nice if they would come together and help me to make a business. Like that "we feeling". I should have not analized, make statement about your personality sorry, I hope you understand what I mean with warm hearted.
You know I made new users in a time where dan or bytemaster said that one new user costs 100 dollar. Talking to all sorts of people a day I must have made an impact in bitshares popularity. I repeat myself. :/ I was very down yesterday, thanks again.
P.S: I like to pay for streemian and want to be suceesful here so that I can afford it for a long time. I cannot do it without money, my family doesn't give me any and is poor.