you will eventually have something to be proud of, if that is even what you want.

Indeed, it is, and I probably do have some things to be proud of. I just have an overly critical view of myself sometimes, and feel I fall short on many aspects. I do recognize it as a corrosive way to think.

Attitude is everything, it really plays a massive role in dictating your personal emotions. I will try to have a more positive outlook.

I really didn't expect to get any reception on this rant. In fact, I even thought perhaps, it may be derogatory to the messages I try to portray to others on Steemit, and is even contradictory in many aspects to them, but I am not the sugar coating type, and I believe realness is a more respectable trait. So, I don't think this is the first time I've had a rant on here, and it probably won't be the last.

Ps. I am happy you derived a bit of humor out of my jests in this post. I was hoping maybe someone would. I am feeling better already! Thanks for stopping by and taking the time to read and comment.

Much love,
@futuremind