Holy smokes @instrumentals this comment resonated with me more than you know. That is incredible to see you power through life with the help of music and never letting go of the vision.

I have been there as well depressed over a woman and my life was in shambles. I did exactly what you said spent so much time on lower frequencies and then for whatever reason I made it through in one piece.

I have lost a few to suicide so I know what you mean its unnatural to the universe and I have seen thta shit first hand.

But I sure hope this brings up some discussion and more awareness for the fact that people go through stuff in their lives. And sometimes they just have to survive to thrive.

Namaste my brother