Not Much Plan For Today Because I Am Disabled

I just wished that I could do more on the things around me and well unfortunately I could not as I cannot even walk anymore. I could walk but my feet joints would not allow me to go any further. My back would join the pain party until my knees would beg me to freaki'n lie down again because my body cannot take it anymore.

You can say why can't I just exercise it, well I have pain issues which prevents me to really move around plus my marked weakness is a factor as well. I guess this is just what I have to expect but the thing is that not all long-term dialysis patients are like me so I feel that it is so unfair.

That is my life now so what I could just profitably do is to just blog and hope that I could earn. But for now it seemed that I was hurt by the hard fork because as we can see obviously happening in our author rewards.

Right now my rewards aren't enough to buy all y medicines in one day, it is only enough to purchase one medicine which is for my parathyroid but for my phosphate binder it is not enough. So now I am just worried that if this continues my funds that I was saving will get used up and my self-funding goals for my surgeries will not be met.

That's the fear that I have to accept since this venture that I had sunk myself into is really unpredictable. But as with any high risk financial adventures there is a high rewards ratio behind it and what I could only hope for like most of us is to pray that BTC would perform better at the end of the year until next year and the year after that, if not then it would be the risk that we have to accept.