I took a quarter of my small pain reliever tablet and it still surprisingly works well for easing my body pains
I took this photos inside a moving car and I am quite happy of the resulting images.
About these photos first, well I have a limitation on where I can do photography which is why you folks have to bear with my handicap for this matter because I can't just call my parents to make shoot photos of things just to post it here in my social media blog website. For one thing it would not be looking good and also embarrassing for me to do such rather "crazy" things much less the embarrassment it will do to me even though I should not think about what other people will say and think, I am now well-graduated from exposing my physical from in public. I even do not want to entertain guests that are not really friends as even some of my relatives I regards as just other people that I see in the streets because simply they do not care for me which is why I say why I would even care about them? although I know that I must do the right thing that I should do and just don't think about it and accept all people, be as friendly for the sake of being a normal human being.
Anyway, this morning my joints "like it normally feels", is not cooperating, so I really have to again ease the pain because I am going for my dialysis and it will not be good if I will be lying on the lazy boy chair for four hours and feel the pain o my back and all the pressure points from there while I am hooked-up at my dialysis machine. It is different, it is not like a usual pain but it is a lingering pain and that happens always especially if I will be arriving at the center already in pain, then I will just be sitting around for four hours trying to endure it. I do not wan that to happen so I just decided to again take my preferred anti-pain medication.
This time around I decided to take only a quarter of the 100mg Diclofenac tablet and see if it would give me some easement because why it should not, it is still a considerable dose of around 25mg. True enough it did work, so considering that the effect if this NSAID medication is long, I can make use better of it without sort of overdosing my system because being a dialysis patient with no working excretory system is sensitive to even things that our body's needs like minerals, water soluble vitamins, even food or protein especially chemicals like what drugs such as pain medications because it produces metabolites that very well harms the body.
I don't know why my body is still standing considering that it has been more than two decades that I am badly trodden by accumulated toxins saturating each cell of my body although it shows but still I am still here so I am just thankful because it is a record feat which also amazes me up to now. What I really do not like is I am neck deep in trying to immerse myself out from lingering pain and it is not goo living in this type of medical condition because it bars me for doing anything physical, even attending the church now is just impossible even though they say that will just sit around for just three hours.
The thing is that I really can't sit for three hours where an hour of sitting will already put me in a miserable state because of my back pain in particular. Although my Leontiasis Ossea condition really had some improvement, i. e. the bone overgrowth in my face and inside my mouth had reverted back considerably, but the pain is still there. Regardless I am still hopeful that I will be seeing more improvements, it is just years and years of Calcium leaching out from my bone took a big toll to my bones, I guess that it will also take more than two decades to maybe see some normality in-terms of pain that had been stuck with me from these past years starting from around 2013 when I the physical changes started to become apparent.
Photography device: Oppo A92
Camera Sensors: 48 MP Main Camera
Camera Mode: HDR
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I can only load the first photo and it looks good enough to me. Very shiny bright weather. Unlike you I would ask someone to take a picture for me but like you I would also prefer to stay home instead of people looking at me.
I've been stuffed from the age of 6 months with drugs so most of it doesn't work. I gave up on it a few years ago (the doctor said: No, no way, your kidneys will give up on you but I still did.). I am happy I could and I will not take medication again. I feel better than I did during the biggest part of my life all that's left is "to live" with the side effects and harm it caused me and drugs no longer work (not that they ever really did).
We always recognize a lack too late and today the food doesn't contain much. Next to that with me everything works the other way round. I fall asleep if I drink coffee and use 9000 mg Vitamine C per day and anesthesia keeps me awake.
Perhaps positive thinking and a strong will is all one needs? I believe that's the case with you. Next to that don't stress yourself out and try to do what is possible. It's hard to ignore pain but it's good to hear that 25 mgs helped you through the dialyses and that the painkillers still do what they are meant for.
I hope you have some friends you can watch a film with or have a chat with and can do some things there's no need to always sit straight up.
A warm embrace to you.
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