I Am Not Depressed Thank God I Am
I have all the reasons to be blue, tons of frustrations in my life, things that I cannot do, activities that I could not participate in, sports that I didn't had the chance to learn, travels that I cannot dream of doing, and of course these sandwiches of health conditions that I am trying to manage but seems to be a losing battle.
Despite all of those frustrations and failures and heavy burden in my life I am still not feeling depressed because I know the feeling of being depressed as I had suffered it from early childhood due to my mild epilepsy condition which after a few years I was able to sweat out.
After many years I had learned that I did had a case of clinical depression. It was indeed an interesting condition that I do not want to experience again because it is really a feeling of being down that I am not surprised that some people commit suicide because of it. There is not knowing what that feeling is until you experience it yourself.
So I am just glad that despite many of the things in my life are just pure sadness and dread I am still surviving it mentally and I am happy too that people around the world which are really my friends are supporting me with my quest on battling these terrible health issues that I am facing. Thank God for all the people in my life.
“People ask me if I live each day like it’s my last, and I don’t.
I live each day like it’s my first, and I can’t wait for the next one.”
― Kris Carr
You are nothing but a warrior.
Fighting through tougher things than the vast majority of us could possible imagine. You are an inspirational soldier and make us feel like we are sharing your journey here.
May your crypto go to the moon and help redefine your life fuelled by your great attitude.
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Thank you Sir for your words of encouragement @zekepickleman
I have to be tough and I also draw my toughness from my friends like you who are here to show support. It is a tough and precarious life but at least I am getting help, thanks be to God and all my friends here at steem.
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That's a nice picture! Very interesting looking. It's so wonderful that you are not feeling depressed. It makes me happy to see you doing things and plugging on through all these issues - you are very inspirational. I do hope and pray that things will be better for you.
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I stay depressed most of the time and I hate it because I feel like I don't really have a reason to be. It is such a weird state of mind that is completely unhelpful! I wonder what the biological/evolutionary purpose of depression is?
Anyway, I am really glad to hear that you aren't depressed despite your physical ailments. You are truly an inspiration for me to get off my butt and stop moping around.