Always saved by the bell from God's mercy and grace so I don't go bust because in God I trust

cryptopie (81)in #life • 7 months ago

I didn't signed-up for a battle lasting a lifetime but God has ways of saving me from being down kissing the canvas.

I've been going to on from the dialysis center for about 23 years now and it is a real record considering that I am not receiving the best healthcare which shows from my physical appearance. However, the tailored way of dialysis treatment for me was in a way had extended my life although it made my life miserable to a lot of degree I should say. It is because I am not receiving the best clean for my blood for the reason that I can compare it to the dialysis treatment that I got from the big hospital in Manila while my arteriovenous fistula was being fixed. The dialysis treatment over there was superb, however my blood pressure keeps on getting low to the point that the dialysis nurse would set the process to minimum and then cut-back on drawing extra fluids from my body. Essentially I accumulated so much fluid in my body which was almost drowning me. So when I got back to my current dialysis center I was able to bring down my fluid overload back to the best that gave me the most comfort for breathing, sleeping, and overall wellness that I can achieve. As you can see I cannot fit to the regular dialysis process because otherwise my blood pressure would fall and will not be able to draw extra water from my body even though I would feel much better to the quality of the dialysis treatment like what I experienced to that big hospital in Manila. Now I am subjected to a "tailored" dialysis treatment session which makes my blood pressure stable and so I have to live with that although I cannot feel much of the clean factor it gives me.

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dialysis centers here in my country has different ways and standards on how they treat the patients which is lower compared to the western medical standards. But due to the economic circumstances of the patients, the medical treatment just has to cope and it reduces quality of care for most dialysis patients here in my country.

Being a dialysis patient for so many years is a bad thing because of the effects of the imbalances that happen to the body particularly for the heart and bones. Many patients would suffer from being waterlogged which makes them feel miserable 24/7 while others with already existing medical condition will definitely not last as long compared to those that only have a failed set of Kidneys although it depends because some are aware of what they have to do while some does not have a clue on what they should do. One big aspect of being a chronic dialysis patient was the problem to the bones because no matter you control your Phosphorus levels, the Parathyroid gland will always elevate its hormones and will make the bones to leach-out Calcium and its effects are profound as it gives you pain in every joint of your body and the risk of developing Leontiasis Ossea which happened to myself because of the years of having an elevated Phosphorus which in turn developed to a bone a very rare condition which is really hard to deal with if the patient doesn't know or unaware of how to deal with it plus the fact that most Nephrologist doesn't quite care or themselves unaware of that bone disease complication process. So because of that alone, the patients just wither and die painfully and slowly unaware what was really happening to them most of the time regardless of any extra medical intervention that they get because Leontiasis Ossea will just slow to progress but will still be there and will not give the patient any lasting solution in the long-term.

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Dialysis patients cannot ever escape the complication because of many longstanding imbalances which their bodies will succumb from no matter what they do. But sometimes it is not the same for some people.

In my case, the physical changes had already happened but because I used a self-researched way to combat the bone issues which I suffered, it had made my life more tolerable compared to before where walking alone is a torture already but now with these improvements which I am enjoying, I would take it rather than being in a 24/7 torturous condition and situation where I cannot possibly put my body in the most comfortable position as everything hurts ad even sneezing would hurt my ribs and chest for the next two weeks. In that regard I am saved by the bell of God but with a lasting solution which I can only attribute from the grace and mercy of God in my life and soul. With regards to my dialysis treatments if God would will it for me to live longer years, my situation in my current dialysis center will just be the same which sacrifices my need for a more efficient dialysis for my longevity, it is a hard thing to accept but I needed to live longer for the reason that I still have some big goals to achieve if God wills it for me to tangibly realize. But I am happy enough that the nurses had changed aa bit about the dialysis settings applied for me and that alone actually improved my quality of life thanks be to the mercy and grace of God to my soul. always saving me from tragical event sin my life during the course of my battle with this insidious health condition which is just awfully hard to mange if not from I can truly say divine intervention from God.