astrick (36)in #words • 6 years agoWords 4.8.19So what am, I wonder? To so many of you. The pathetic needy one? Because I’m here? To have your back To hold you…astrick (36)in #words • 6 years agoMonday......Mid-day Monday Sitting here at my desk My mind wanders To you I lose focus I can’t seem to catch my breath But I…astrick (36)in #words • 6 years agoWrongYou know that feeling that this isn’t the life you were made for? You’re in the wrong space. You’re in the wrong…astrick (36)in #words • 6 years agoWords 4.4.19Thursday morning Coffee Traffic Cigarette And all I can think of is you Wondering if anyone will ever love…astrick (36)in #words • 6 years agoWhat IfWhat if I told you I don't want to be friends What if I told you that I can't What if I told you that I want you all…astrick (36)in #words • 6 years agoRememberI wish that I could remind you just how good we were I wish that I could remember myself I remember feeling safe…astrick (36)in #words • 6 years agoWords 3.13.19Look, I know its none of my business who you do whatever with. I get that. I understand that. I don’t report to you…astrick (36)in #words • 6 years agoItalian Food 2719Learning to forgive myself Accepting all the things I am Striving for inner peace Allowing myself to make mistakes…astrick (36)in #words • 6 years ago10/24/18Something feels a bit off. I can’t tell what it is though. I feel like something is missing. I try to keep pushing…astrick (36)in #words • 6 years agoAirI can’t breathe You’re not listening I can’t breathe Why don’t you hear me It’s all closing in I need air The…astrick (36)in #words • 7 years agoDanced in the flamesSo I woke up wondering what the hell I'm so afraid of. I've lived hell. I've danced in the flames, and come out just…astrick (36)in #bad • 7 years agoToo many words. Need to stop talkingYes, yes you are splendid. And since you likely won't read all of this anyway, fuck it, let's go for broke. I've been…astrick (36)in #words • 7 years agoughhhhhhhhhhhoh but that stupid grin. and that laugh. those eyes. those hands. and that hair... that god damned hair. that…astrick (36)in #words • 7 years agoFamiliarSo, I want to be upset and broken and defeated and all these tragic things that I'm so good at. But somehow I'm not.…astrick (36)in #words • 7 years agoFall in loveI wake every morning, wanting to be in love again. I try to sleep every night and dream of all the fairy tales I've…astrick (36)in #words • 7 years agowhat ifI saw you coming. I saw you and this coming a million miles away. I tried to avoid it. I tried to ignore it. I tried…astrick (36)in #words • 7 years ago1.8.18All she wanted was someone to stay. Someone who wasn't afraid. Someone who could love her scars. Who could help heal…astrick (36)in #words • 7 years agoher passionHe said he loved her passion. He said that it was one of his favorite things about her. And she loved that someone…astrick (36)in #words • 7 years agoChristmas 2017You make my soul tired. I don't want you here spreading your negative energy through every corner of my home. Through…astrick (36)in #words • 7 years agowordsi have this incredible ache in my chest. i have no idea where it's originating from. is it the ache of all the what…