Words 4.4.19

Thursday morning

Coffee

Traffic

Cigarette

And all I can think of is you

Wondering if anyone will ever love me the way you did

Wondering if I’ve already used up all my great loves

You know the ones you feel all the way down to your toes?

We are all supposed to have 3 great loves.

First when we’re young

Second is the hard one

Third is the forever

I remember the first

The second still hurts somedays

The third? I think that was you.

And somehow I messed that up too.

Thursday morning

Coffee

Cigarette

More traffic

What if it maybe…

Just maybe…

Coffee

Cigarette

Just flow freely forward

And the third we’ll be there

Or be there still