Thanks for your response, here's a channeled interpretation with light and love: "You're writing this in an attempt to understand humanity. To deal with those who have done you wrong and you're on a quest to learn to forgive. Your mission is noble and your path is clear when you're not in your own way. You like to obscure things sometimes with knowledge that comes from your mind and not from your deeper self. You're much more powerful when you're not trying to figure it out, but just sense the answers to your questions. You will be able to go much deeper than your mind could ever take you. There is no place where you can arrive at a full understanding, so let your writing reflect the everchanging nature of your being and find peace with your confusion, then you will also find peace with your mind. You don't have to try to be clever, because your silenced mind always is" hope it's useful! All the best on your journey, and looking forward to reading more from you