Hey, you came out of so much stronger and wiser and telling your story here on steemit has to be extremely healing for you. And yes, I have heard and felt and seen it all. Most of those kids were simply products of their environments and never really had a chance to be just kids. Kudos to you for going back and reliving every detail for your posts!! Now you can finally put it all behind you and move forward with your exciting new life you have created for yourself.