I often feel like I didn't have a proper childhood, but that child is still inside me - finding unbridled joy is easier when I tap into that child in my pysche. I don't let her run amok - I give her proper guidance as a child needs from a parent, but also after our work we go out for ice-cream or to the park. Sometimes we have a free day. I try to teach her that love is real in this world and that we can have a good life together. In that way I start to grow all aspects of myself.