Is this your miserable life too?
Unfortunately,one gets used to everything.
Both depression and happiness.Even nonsense, poverty and hunger,arrogance, hypocrisy...everything.
He is accustomed to doctors who get inflated sachets to operate the dying and the former ministers that used to drive with fake billboards. He is accustomed to seeing the destruction of society and to remain silent and absent.
He is accustomed to seeing the dead multiply around him.Others from cold or hunger or desperation.And he does nothing.
Oh my god…
You are accustomed to your self-destruction.And you become one with the mob.
When you can not get used to it, you're more upset, more unhappy, this place does not fit you, you want to leave, to disappear.
It is better to be unconscious; to say,what the heck?will I change the world
It is better to distract or whine than to ask for more trouble and problems.It is better to bury your sensitivity, to die slowly, day by day, hour by hour ...
The habit, as convenient as it may be, destroys inch by inch your sensitivity.How much security can you really find in this creation that is so rapidly changing? How much can the alertness and sensitivity develop into this virtual security? How much of the whole can you perceive without sensitivity?Illusion and delusion. That’s your life. Everything quickly becomes a habit, even your hypocrisy that you no longer see as hypocrisy but as truth.
And then comes boredom and futility and you do not understand why.The lack of meaning for life. Because the habit,the constant repetition of the same and same things,restrict this inconceivable phenomenon that we call life and degenerate into something small, unimportant and unworthy. Something meaningless.
In your life as you made it.
In life as you perceive it with your myopic vision
Fear, grief, guilt,vanity ... this carnival has some reason.But no one answered... because he will never be able to soothe the roughness of remembering your pain.He will not be able to explain how you could and you have tossed away so many days of your life.
Life itself took them back.And what left you truly? How much did you love?How many times have you forgotten the excuses and overtaken your human nature?How many times have you lost your breath?How many times have you sacrificed your ego for the general good?
If all this sounds to you irrationally it does not matter.It's the habit that consumed you. Tomorrow is unfortunately not going to be in your favor.It has never been given to anyone.Never to an unconscious person. More than just give you a few more days to spoil yourself. And it's that habit that is killing the sensitivity.
Watch her as much as you can. Life without sensitivity is dead life.Caution means consciousness.To be totally sensitive means to be totally alive.This is true life and not the life that is being sold at the bazaars of the society we have created.
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You have said right, but only pain knows how much pain it is, which hurts.
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Sensitivity is massively important when talking about depression. I have been surrounded by it my whole life.
Seems those that have the gift of sensitivity also carry the weight of feeling EVERYONE until it can be controlled. I agree though, it's so very important to maintain our sensitivity cause it does make us much more than just animals.
I remember, where I'm from in Newfoundland, we used the word "sensitive" to mean something a little different, similar but different.
This was long before we had words like "social anxiety" for example. I would ask an adult "what's wrong with aunt so and so?" The answer would be "Ricky, she is just sensitive". It was meant in a way that she could "sense" things.
We know way more now about the subject and understand it as a special gift although some would choose to cut it off completely if they had the choice.
There are those sensitive people who know when others are lying, they can tell if one half or the other in a relationship are faithful just from a brief initial contact, they know how someone feels even before they feel it themselves..in the animal they would be the "sentinals" of the group.
How difficult it would be for someone to be flooded with information just by walking into a room full of people.
I think, and my opinion only, that sensitive people are prone to anxiety because everything in this world is so surface while they just know better...
You took it to a whole new level there:P
Ha - I just re-read your post...I totally centered in on the sensitive part of it. That's what happens when I rush a post before work. Awesome post mindtrap! Therer's some great stuff coming out of your blog..
Yeah you are right ...
Being sensitive is much more important thing in life ...
But you have to b sensitive for every creature not for yourself only ..
Even animals can feel their pain ...
So the real life is to feel the pain ' the happiness of every single creature ..
Your senstiveness is not restricted to human only ...
On the other hand ..
You hurt alot and you can endure the pain of others when you feel it in your own heart ...
Never said it is resticted to man kind only. But if you you are kind and sensitive and help others you ll probably act the same way towards animals. Thanks for stopping by my friend
@mindtrap That was a really inspiring read.
I certainly do believe that we humans are creatures of habit, which as you rightly pointed out can turn us into machines that operate without compassion or remorse.
We are already turned into those machines.How often do you see acts of violence?probably countless. And what about acts of kindness...?
The burden of understanding how crappy everyone is does take a tool over the decades, though. Having full sensitivity ends up slowly killing us in it's own way.
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