Hmph, quite a mix of thoughts throughout the article. Either you were swinging through different emotions, or it's just written over different times.
Anyway, I hope you're well. If indeed he doesn't prioritise you over his other plans (unless his plans are really important, which he should still make it clear), then maybe a distance will help him realise that.
Swinging through different emotions, yes.
I'm still good, and I think he's doing well now too :)